May sound funny but I haven't found my addiction yet. (Or could people in general be called one?) Maybe the one which has given such gratification to need everyday. Good? Bad? Who knows?
How am I feeling? bored, lonely, regretful, a little afraid of a new beginning and yes it has to do with men. My experience so far has been with controlling, insecure ones who need to own me. I'm being completely honest and tonight is a hard one as I am facing my faults.
Up side is that the faults are accepted and that's the first step.
Letting go of a dream is sometimes hard to do yet necessary to grow.
It's time, and thanks for any support I've been given, which I have.
And you know who you are.