Bummed out...was supposed to be drag racing today, but it's raining here and the track is covered in snow. Now I'll just have to wait til the spring to set a new personal best.
Merry...I just took a swig of The Famous Grouse Scotch...OK, actually 2 swigs...which I habitually NEVER do this early in the morning...but I almost literally said to myself, "Hell, it's Christmas only once a year, why not ?!"
the life feels so empty and pointless. I am also asking myself why I am still alive. Three times a day I want to kill somebody. Beside that I feel excellent
the life feels so empty and pointless. I am also asking myself why I am still alive. Three times a day I want to kill somebody. Beside that I feel excellent
YES!! I have never smoked, I used the snuff (snus in Swedish) similar as the Skoal and the Copenhagen in the US. Until you quit, you do not realize what poison the nicotine is, or it might be my mind playing games with me. The nicotine will leave after three days or so, but the habit, the missing of something. I will be ok (I hope)
I do smoke cigars upon occassion, I dispise cigarettes, however I have never really felt any need for nicotine. Maybe it's because the time in between each instance of me smoking?
As for dipping I don't think I will every try that.