I've come to the point where I feel that I could vanish and no one in my family would care. I feel unappreciated and maybe this should be in "what ails me".. I don't know.. but I'm just really tired of feeling this way.
I hope that it'll pass and things change. It makes me want to never wake up sometimes... just stop thinking and feeling.
I don't know what this looks like on a forum , but I can't really talk to them and It helps anyway to say it out loud.. even if words on a forum.
Thanks y'all for being my outlet sometimes and for putting up with my whining.