Yeah, You are right about no one is made for it.
Damn, this will be hard to explain.
But there is those who have always wanted to work in the military.
Such as I have wanted, and a few other tomboys I know of.
And when you have always wanted to work for the military then you should at least go for it.
Not that I have that movie passion about the army.
I dont think it will be glorious and so on at all.
and I don't expect anything out from the military.
I do what I can do, and do it with all I can.
And I won't either give up the dream to work or at least be a soldier in the swedish army.
Damn this will be hard to explain, but I will say this straigth out without trying to think before I type it down.
I love to be iin service and stay weeks in the woods. I love the thing to do a danm hard job and work with all you got.
I ain't a girl who sits and whine about getting dirt under the nails.
I want to be one of those soldiers who have to lay down in the woods waiting for hours when it's raining.
And I aint on of those who wan'ts to run out in war to fight, because that is the last thing everyone needs.
I will shoot if I would be in a situation where I have to shoot.
I won't ever aim at a target without a damn good reason.
I love the way military works, and Sweden has a really good defence system, though we don't stand a chance against bigger armies.
Anyways, I wan't to at least do something.
If that times comes where Sweden would have to go into war, I refuse to sit and watch and flee for my life.
I couldn't live with the thought that I fled when the Swedish people needed me, and to not forget my own country.
To flee from that is no honour at all, it's no self honour and that is a disgrace for Sweden though they don't see it as that I see it as that.
There are thousands of families and kids.. Who shouldn't have to wtach a war.
I do these for the kids especially, because they are our future, and they are those who get wounded both mentally and physically in wars.
I wan't to protect those kids as I am one of those who problaby can't have kids as far as I know.
And I am born in Sweden and of Sweden, And that means that every citizen of Sweden.. is a part of me.
and I will maybe die if a war would come, but damn, I would die with honour, to know that I at least did do everything I could to defend a part of me.
And maybe I die, but the people who remember me I will live inside of.
And I don't care of the immigrants either, because they have have been through war, mostly everyone, and Sweden helps them more then I know that any country helps them.
Its my duty to serve Sweden, and it's my duty to help and protect those who live in Sweden.
I would hate to go into war, but I would do anything to make sure I would in some way keep Sweden safe.
I fear war, but I don't fear to die.
Because I have been in situations where I have faced death so many times to keep fearing him. I repsect death and do not wish o die.
But everyones time comes somewhere in the life.
And I will damn right die with the pride and honour to have served the Swedish army and the Swedish People.
And that in my thought, makes a good soldier..
Maybe you guys don't agree with me.
But that's how I would see a good soldier.
I will end the post here, because this post is a über-post..
I hope you know understand what I meant..
~SilverPhoenix~