Courtney,
You should not be appalled by my consideration of racial differences because that is part of the history of Cuba. If you would to read about it or need more information, please feel free to e-mail me and I would be more than happy to share with you. If you read in Spanish, I could provide you with some Cuban authors as well as English authors. I also see all Cubans as Cuban, but I also take notice of the changes that exile and seperation have caused. I do not racialize my relationships with people, as Marti one said "Cultivo una rosa blanca,En julio como en enero, Para el amigo sincero Que me da su mano franca" and I treat my enemies the same. And for you to dismiss my claims on race as ludacris, shows your naivete and your lack of knowledge regarding Cuban history and latin american history for that matter. I suggest you do a lot of research, because if you want to help Cuban people, these are things you are going to have to consider. It's funny, you hate Castro so much, but he has the same notion as you - that race does not exist - but of course to people "del otro lado", from the normitive perspective, it's hard to examine anything that does not pertain to you. But you are the one who decided to focus on race, because I also mentioned class and sex as major issues of Pre-Castro Cuba, and still issues of the Cuba we now know. What have you to say about those?
You stated that you were Cuban-American, that was NOT an assumption that I made, and in that statement you identified yourself as both American and Cuban, and it is thus safe for me to say that you were born here because had you been born in Cuba, you would have declared yourself as a Cuban, perhaps one with American influences as am I.
Step outside of normalcy, and live in the country, speak with the people, read some of it's authors and stop just inhaling your families grief-stricken existence because Castro "stole" everything away from them. Hopefully when you were there, you went beyond Havana, saw the beauty of Pinar del Rio, Marianoa and Camaguey. I understand your anger and the anger of many Cubans because you're right it was unfair, but truth be told, some people are seeing the fruits of it. How come you can only see the bad?
I don't have to belittle someone who's not on my level - and I don't mean to disrespect you but until you read and LIVE in Cuba, don't visit on "humanitarian trips" and then act like that's enough, there is very little you can teach me other than what your life has been like here in the states (which would be something of interest actually). I don't mean to be condescending just honest, as well I could never dare tell your parents or my parents about what Cuba was like because they probably spent some of the most memorable days of their lives there. I only know about Castro's Cuba, so I'm blinded only to what the generations before me and books tell me.
You inferred that I was shortsighted because you picked and choose what you wanted from my initial statement, not realizing that I was using my great grandmother as a symbol for something. And I state in my statement that I agree that Castro and his administration have been dead wrong on various occasion, theyve been merciless and cruel - I'm objective, and you must have ignored that. But I would infer that you are shortsighted because you cannot see beyond your family's pain, not even to see as far as how Castro's regime has had some positive influences, even on someone like me.
And as far as this vacuum - I am far from that. I attend an Ivy League institution based on merit, I'm on a scholarship, I work, I provide for myself, my family and anyone that i can help. I've never taken any hand outs (mostly because of Cuban pride, haha) and EVERYTHING I have I deserved because I started and came here with nothing. I believe though that everyone should have had the opportunities that I had, the opportunity to make choices in this life, and hopefully for the better. Sadly too many people, white, black, latino, asian, male, gay female, whatever category exists, have been lacking choices because of the social hierarchy that is inherest to this society and to capitalism for that matter. And I don't want to label myself as a democratist, a socialist a communist or any other political system - I'm a humanist, in fact I'm a post-modern humanist. So before you go making assumptions about me, know that.