1. In some pain, I have reoccurring abdominal issues that the docs simply cannot identify. It can be treated with painkillers but nobody can find the root cause.
2. Frustrated. At a career dead-end. I need to change careers and that isn't easy with the relative skills and experience to go into a new field. Plus, I am really suck of my current role.
3. Depressed. Its the holidays and I was buying girls gifts off amazon for my daughter (she's 14 months) and I accidentally switched over to boys section and I was instantly reminded about my little man (he would have been 4 years old next year). I adore my little girl (whose a complete Daddys Girl), but I miss my son. That pain never goes away and is far worse than what I feel in #1 and #2.